~Phaedra-moon

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always done
[ ] During the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[X ] My favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] My favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics.
[ ] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear.
[] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] My hair is almost always straightened
[ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures
[x] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan.
[x] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach.
[ ] I change my icon weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.

TOTAL: 3

[] I dont shop at Hot Topic.
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are hott.
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before.
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL: 1

[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys!
[ ] I love to have gurls do my hair.
[] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs.
[x] Carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor.
[ ] Musicians are so hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I am self-conscious.
[ ] I cry often.
[ ] My car smells like vanilla or cherry.
[ ] My dishes get washed more than once a week.
[x] I dont do sports.
[x] I HATE to run.
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] I dance a lot.
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot.
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day.
[ ] I wish I were a model.

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] I have been something that was semi.
[ ] I own Uggs.
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[ ] I like to be the center of attention.
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy.
[ ] Horses are beautiful.
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school.
[ ] Cats are adorable.

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I write my own music.
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] White is better than black.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. (old old clothes...and school t-shirts ahaha)
[ ] Hate the grunge look.
[ ] I love to read magazines. (look at pictures...not read)

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My bubble baths are 1-2hrs long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[x] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other.
[ ] I like little kids.
[ ] Diet drinks are the best.
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds. (down with MD)

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] My screen name(s) have x's in them.
[ ] Either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them.
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex.
[ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it.
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.

TOTAL: 1

Now add up all the total points and put "I am __% girly" for the subject if you steal or get tagged.

Mood: Kyoness!
Listening to: the final by dir en grey
Reading: twilight
Watching: moon child

Recently a flyer from a local church was sent around with an important message, a message that we as young people should all take notice of. Here it is in full.



If Your Child is a Gothic, Reform Through the Lord!
Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your
child may have gone astray from the Lord.

Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous
culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil,darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer,
and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child:

-Frequently wears black clothing.
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nailpolish.
-Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these include:
reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various other Satanic worshipping symbols.
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of
music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks
against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such
as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic,
the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
-Takes drugs.
-Drinks alcohol.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and
His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
-Complains of boredom.
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
-Is excessively awake during the night.
-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This pertains to vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.)
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your child may speak to evil sprits.)
-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and
elders are but a few examples of this.
-Misbehaves at school.
-Misbehaves at home.
-Eats excessively or too little.
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Chocula cereal is an example of this.
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood.
(Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)
-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature.
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.
-Dances to music in a provocative manner.
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".
-Claims to be a goth.


If five or more of these apply to your child, please intervene immediately. The gothic culture is dangerous and Satan thrives within it. If any of these problems persist, enlist your child into your local mental health center.


I post this here so you can all see the dangers of this insideous subculture. I myself was almost lured into its self-destructive spiral, but through the help of my local church and parents I managed to escape. Your church can help you too, if you just pay close attention to the warning signs.

Thank you.

clubs:

Mood: Kyoness!
Listening to: the final by dir en grey
Reading: twilight
Watching: moon child

A - Available?: not at the very moment
A - Age: 15
A - Annoyance: werewolves

B - Best Friends?: stephen sky and benji
B - Bar: none.....yet
B - Birthday?: dec, 3

C - Crush: he knows who he is
C - Car: dont have one
C - Cat(s):bitsy, but she is more like a blob of fat

D - Dead Pets Name: max
D - Dad's Name: I disowned my dad
D - Dog: princess

E - Easiest person to talk to: stephen
E - Eggs: dont really like them
E - Email: which of the many do you want?

F - Favorite color?: red
F - Food: blood
F - Foreign Slang: japanese

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: dont like candy
G - God: isnt real
G - Good Times: when I am with my friends or at least talking with them

H - Hair Color: blue but it changeses almost every month
H - Height: 5'5
H - Happy: I am okay but not that happy go lucky

I - Ice Cream: dont like sweets
I - Instrument: haha..............I cant play one -_-
I - Idol: KYO-SAMA!!!!!!!!!!!

J - Jewelry: I donno what ever looks good
J - Job: dont have one
J - Jokes: they are okay

K - Kids: I want some eventually
K - Karate:not good at
K - Kung Fu:hehe nope

L - Love: means happyness
L- Longest Car Ride: the trip to boise
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: both

M - Milk Flavor: hates milk
M - Mothers Name: mary ann
M - Movie Last Watched: moon child and howls moving castle

N - Number of Siblings: 2 bothers and 1 sister
N - Northern or Southern: north
N - Name: Tara, kyo, edward and much more

O - One Wish: to meet kyo-sama or be a vampire
O - One Phobia?: sun
O - Otter Pop: .........they make those??????

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: divorced
P - Part of your appearence you like best:eyes
P - Part of your Personality you like best: I can read ppl very well

Q - Quick or Slow?: quick
Q - Queer or Straight?: both ^^
Q - Queen or King?: neither I would be a prince

R - Reason to smile: my friends
R - Reality TV Show: I dont like those
R - Right or Left: right

S - Song Last Heard: um.......lover boy
S - Season: winter
S - Series: donno

T - Time you woke up: 6am
T - Time Now: 10
T - Time for bed: donno

U - Unknown: my life lol
U - Unicorns: they are part of the fey
U - You are?: cold to most ppl unless I dont want to be

V - Vegetable you hate: I donno
V - Vegetable you love: anything that tastes good in stir fry
V - View on Politics: they are stupid

W- Worst Habit: glaring at ppl
W- Where are you going to travel next: japan
W- What's up?: stephen's ego

X - X-Rays: some times equal needles
X - X-Rated: my mind
X- XYZ: .........abcs?

Y - Year you were born: 1990
Y - Year it is now: 2006
Y - Yellow?: I wish my eyes were this color

Z - Zoo Animal: my brother clayton
Z - Zodiac: horse
Z - Zoolander?: WTF is that?

clubs:

Mood: Kyoness!
Listening to: the final by dir en grey
Reading: in dream world
Watching: moon child

>< I hate this holaday.....t much pink and preppy shit. BUT wow made it so much better my friends made me happy today. on Da I fund whats got to be the best Vday pic....well I think it is. check it out [link] its by wiredgirl. I love it because its cute and sad. its blunt and it is straight to the point.

Ps sorry I havent posted anything...I will draw something...BUT you got to help me think of something!!!!ANY THING...I dont care

clubs:

Mood: Kyoness!
Listening to: the final by dir en grey
Reading: in dream world
Watching: moon child

my Close friends know already but one of my dear friends, joey, has died. I have been ever sad and this poem reminds me of him. if you know who wrote it please tell me and tell me if they are on here.

IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME


"If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
all filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was f illed with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
but here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
and since each day is the same way,
There's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,
So trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
You knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven,
and now at last you're free.
So won't you come and take my hand,
and share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart
RIP, Aishiteru Joey.

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